hAtrEd

I HATE A PERSON

• whO finds mE WORTHLESZ, STUPID and PATHETIC,.

• whO ignOrEs and fOrsAkEs mE, my FEELINGS, my BEING.,

• whO LiEs! i rEALLy hAtE sOmEOnE thAt LiEs tOwArds mE.,becAusE it mAkEs mE L0ok and fEeL stupid.,

• whO knOws mE onLy by my nAmE, by whAt i am, and whAt i wAnt, nOt by whO i am and wAt i nEed.,

• espEciALy,.thOsE whO LEts mE fEeL LikE i am/wAs LEft bEhind sOmEthing., .cAusE i rEALLy hAtE t0 miss evEn a singLE evEnt. spEciALLy with thE pip0L i L0vE t0 bE with

• whO tAkEs my prEsEncE f0r grAntEd.,

• finALLy, thAt wOn't vALuE, trEAsurE mE thE wAy i aLwAys dO fOr thEm.,

:[-jOrcAn'18-]

A Poem From The Past

If I Only Knew

If I only knew that I'll be hurt,

I never should have loved you.
I never should have let my heart to beat for you,
if only then you'll ignore it,

I never should have truly loved.

I never should have,
if I only knew that loving really hurts,
loving you really hurts.
Why is it like this? Is love only a game?

Please tell me why? Why you hurt me?
Why it feels bad seeing with someone else?
Is it because I still love you?
MAYBE, but I really wish this love will go away,
this love for you will go away,
If it's not really meant for me to feel.

If I only knew that you're not
really meant for me,
I never should have let this love for
you to grow,
if only then I'll get badly hurt.
If this love is only giving me hurt and pain,
I would like it to go away.


Please Please GO AWAY!

:[-jOrcAn'18-]

A Champion's Trophy (SIGLAKAS'09)

this year's SIGLAKAS is the most unforgetable one, the most enjoyable and fun filled ever SIGLAKAS since my grade school years in Southwestern University. and the volleyball team is the best thing that ever exist in this year's SIGLAKAS, wherein i am part of (though i think i don't deserve to be in this team).

i am so thankful for the team for i have found new people and friends, new experiences, new trips. hehe. the practices at abellana, at sacred heart, at azco, the laughs, the falls, the food, the iced-water, especially the bond will forever be remembered.

the members dave, ram, lhonie, ron, mark, lyndon, jpaul was so determined for VICTORY. we did'nt make it to the top, but the friendship is already A CHAMPION'S TROPHY. to our coach mrs. j.almero, who have been our inspiration and was so supportive all through out, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

i really enjoyed every single moment shared with the VOLLEYBALL TEAM. and i expect another fun filled SIGLAKAS next year with the same people. till next time! adieu! ; )

(sorry for some grammar. tao lang poh!)

:[-jOrcAn'18-]

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